Aduly Story Time UK

Today I was so jealous of my best friend, she met a really cute guy on an online dating site and today she brought him to the office to show him off. Yes I say show him off because that isexactlywhat she did, she came in with him and made sure to go into each of our offices to introduce him as her new man. Her new man which she met on a dating site and as she introduced him she made sure that we all saw how good looking and perfect he was, usually when any of us brings a guy over we just take him to the break room and hang out a bit, no one ever goes from office to office showing the new toy around. I know I probably sound bitter and jealous, but I can't help it, there has been no passion in my life for over 3 months and its really starting to wear on me a lot. Especially when I see how other girls are out there meeting such great guys, even on a dating site, who knew?

Makes me think that that's the next thing that I need to do, join a dating site and find myself my own hot guy. That was I can have some fun again and I can stop being jealous of my very best friend who is such a wonderful girl that she totally does not deserve for me to be talking trash about her. I'm telling you its the fact that I have not had any sex or even just a kiss for 3 months! It's turning me into a green eyed monster and I don't want to be that green eyes monster really I don't. I want to be happy for my best friend and her new boyfriend, I want to be able to look at them as they stand next to each other full of lust and passion and I want to be happy and not feeling like I want to take a knife and stab them both repeatedly in the gut.

That was mean, I know it was and I am sorry for it. I will try not to let those kind of thoughts back in my head again. I will put a smile on my face and a mouse in my hand that will lead me to the page of the same site she joined where I will meet a man for myself. Then I can also look at someone with lust and love in my eyes.