I really love the day and age that we live in today. The Internet has
Published Wednesday, 16th Sep 14:14 BST
I really love the day and age that we live in today. The Internet has opened up such new passion for me. Being in a wheel chair over half of my life there are a lot of things that I have not experienced.The reasons are more about me than anyone else. Always feeling like half a man or that the only woman that would want me would be out of pity made me a recluse.Many nights I have sat up or slept in my bed reminiscing about the aroma of some cute young chick so madly in love with me, that it would be as we were the only people alive on the planet or in our space and time. Some times I look out at those from my window and see the love that I have been denied wishing that my life was different. At times it took everything within me not to blame God for the mess I call my life. But it's more about me and no one else.
Being a recluse I have decided to make dating sites my new passion.One thing that I love about these dating sites is the fact that it lets me know that I am not the only lonely soul out there.There are so many free sites out there that don't pose as one amongst the many dating sites but they are. I love these places. Be they chat rooms, blog sites or just a place where people just gather who share the same interest. The other day I purchased a new gadget for my laptop while I was shopping for groceries on the internet.It is one of those cameras that allow others on the other line to see you while you chat or just send visual messages. In so doing I met a new friend today.
Camera, lights and action I turned the thing on to chat with a new friend and guess what,she's someone like me.Although the subject of having a disability never came up we are kindred spirits of a sort. The back board of her wheel chair was the same as mine. I on the other hand have a blanket thrown across mine so it looks like a regular chair. When I asked her about her disability she hesitated and then shared with me what put her there. I then revealed my truth and the fact that I am a recluse.........Time marches on and I am still a recluse but because of her visits I am not alone anymore.Who knows maybe it's time that I take a peek at the outside besides she told me no more dating sites.
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