I was really confused about my sexuality. I loved dating men. I loved
Published Friday, 28th Aug 09:55 BST
I was really confused about my sexuality. I loved dating men. I loved the excitement a man could give me and I felt, are I say it, that with a man, there was more passion than what I ever had with a women. A man could whisper softly in your ear and make you melt, and a man could make you feel like you was the sexiest human being alive and could get you in a sweat easily. I loved men. They were just so exciting. I had dated lots of men and deep down they were always caring and considerate and gentle and kind and wanted to commit, whereas when it came to dating women I always felt differently, but whilst I did love to date men, I did prefer dating women.
Dating women was just magical. A woman made me feel like I was the most special person alive, and I loved making a woman feel happy and wanted. I loved to cuddle a special girl and protect her and I would love the cutest little things they would do, like get a whole tub of ice cream when they were upset and cry for ages at a sad film. I wanted my life to be with a woman of my dreams because when I was with a woman it just felt right. I felt like their lover, their protector and their entire universe. I just loved dating women basically.
I remember when I dated this one girl, and I am telling you right now, she was something special. She was just amazing. She was my entire world. She made me feel godlike. When I looked into her eyes which were a deep pool of blue, it was as if the heavens had opened and my whole spirit was overwhelmed with emotion. I just felt so happy from within when I saw her. I wanted to be with her for ever and I never wanted what we had to ever end because she was just the whole world to me. I would never let her down and if she was ever upset I would just cuddle up to her close and tell her how much I loved her. I wanted to marry her. I wanted her children. I wanted to spend the rest of my life with her, but then she cheated on me. It was the worst feeling ever.
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