There was a time when I thought that the Internet was for the purpose
Published Monday, 24th Aug 04:18 BST
There was a time when I thought that the Internet was for the purpose of work or homework after school. I saw it as something that the youth use for gaming and socializing. Never did I think that it would be a key component in the life of my husband. The key that would open the door to a new passion that did not include me. The airways are filled with adult dating sites and there are weak men and women ready to fall through. I found out a few days ago that my husband was a member of a few of these adult dating web sites. I wanted to make sure that what I found was all true so I dug deep enough so that my love would not give me some dumb excuse as to his association with these sites and I was shocked as to what I found.
I opened up the door and found mountains of email that he was too stupid to delete. He had so much mail from women thanking him for last night's dinner or the brief encounter they had when they first met. To think that he would place our seventeen years of marriage as well as his relationship with our kids on the line for his flings of insecurity. There are no fantasies or sexual pleasures that we as a couple have not explored together. I feel so betrayed.
He will miss this well because it will run dry; it's my time to shine for a change. I decided that adult dating is something that I too will explore, I even signed up at some of the same sites and have blocked any and all mail from him. The irreconcilable divorce is already in the mix and I am no longer going to sweat the small stuff. I worked too hard to be happy in the latter years of my life; and even tho adult dating is legal it is not acceptable coming from my life partner. Life is too short to deny yourself it's pleasures simply because you were betrayed by someone you loved.
I have moved forward and I must say that all things are for a purpose. When my husband and I were together I never thought that life held any pleasures that I wanted to experience without him; he was my world. But life dose go on and my world is my own.
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