I had always been a shy person, I assumed I would just be quiet and re
Published Tuesday, 4th Aug 03:46 BST
I had always been a shy person, I assumed I would just be quiet and reserved for the rest of my life. Always too scared to make the first move with people, forever be left in the background. It got worse as I got older, as all my friends branched off and got more confidence, I just seemed to get lonelier.
One of my only close friends persuaded me to get back into 'the game' as she called it. I wasn't sure how I would cope with dating but I knew I was in a downward spiral, I was just getting so sad.
I went to a singles bar with my friend, she was on the rebound from her last boyfriend too so she said it was perfect to go together. I saw lots of nice looking guys and one of them pulled my friend away. This was my worst nightmare, now I was alone at the bar, how embarrassing.Soon a gorgeous guy approached me, he offered to buy me a drink, I couldn't refuse even though I already had one in my hand!
We got chatting, he was definitely flirting with me, even though I was embarrassed and nervous I put on a fake, brave front. I think he fell for it, he seemed to like me! He would stroke my cheek as we chatted and was caressing my neck, he invited me back to his place. I told my friend and she gave me a cheeky wink and would call me later.
When we got to his house we sat down on the sofa for a few drinks and a chat, I could see into his bedroom from here and I was worried he just expected me to leap right in there. I'm just not like that! He was caressing my thigh as we drank, he asked me if I wanted to come to his bedroom with him. Well he was gorgeous and so friendly. I loved how he would stroke my hand or stroke my leg as we laughed and chatted.
We soon got into his bedroom, he laid me down onto the bed and put some music on. I couldn't believe this was really happening! I seemed to find inner confidence, all of a sudden this was just so natural and normal. He was caressing my body with his lovely soft hands...
Last night was amazing, I finally feel confident and sexy again. I will be seeing this lovely guy again soon too!
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