Aduly Story Time UK

I am just an ordinary girl who can easily adore a woman as much as I can adore a man, I will have a brief encounter and enjoy it with a woman just as much as I would if I had a brief encounter with a man.

I was well known on the gay dating scene well when I say well known I don't mean in a slutty way but I was very popular as I am easy to get on with and I just seem to get on with everyone, some people say I have a very big heart, although that sometimes is a problem for me as my heart has been broken a few times on both the gay dating scene and the straight dating scene, not by a brief encounter but by those who I get in a relationship with, for some reason maybe it is because I have a big heart people just seem to think they can walk all over me and a few have done just that.

The minute I seem to get to the point where I think I can adore someone they just shit on me from a great height and I am left with a broken heart and a false smile on my face so that I don't upset anyone else by showing them how hurt I really am.

I am not sure how much more my heart can take of this maybe I should give up all together with regards to my brief encounter nights and learn how to adore myself, like they say you have to love yourself before anyone else can love you, maybe that was the problem, I spent far too much time loving other people and making them happy that in the process I had forgot how to adore myself and how to make myself happy.

Oh I just don't know what to do I want a brief encounter but I want it to turn into something more than that, something where I can give my whole heart to someone and they will adore every bone in my body, is that too much to ask, well if it is then I guess I will just have to keep searching for MR or MRS right.